I am empty and I am full.. World keeps spinning and I feel like I’m jus trying to run after something..
Either drunk or sober.. But when I get all melancholic, my musings get confusing and quite emotional..
=This Is Me Reflecting on NOW
Recently I’ve realised that I’m kind of falling behind.. Loosing myself.. And doing too much at the same time somehow..
Life is much more complicated than it seems at first glance.. Balancing between being broke and trying to save for the great, exciting New York trip is not easy..
Venting, drinking and listening to music helps.. Or al least keeps me functioning..
I get excited .. Caught up., and confused at the same time..
Nostalgic in the worst sense if the word.. Inspired when there is no time.. Ambitious while insecure..
It’s a struggle to find balance, but this is supposed to be the time to find and build myself..
I’ve come to a conclusion that the time when university, college or even school starts up has s lot in common with New Years.. Everybody is hopeful, excited and thinks they are ready got the new and unexpected challenges..
Some make resolutions and promises they may or may not keep.. So to connect with this tradition I’ve decided to try take up some personal resolutions or just try redefining what this blog is about.
I’m a freshers rep this year.. Starting my 2nd year of BA Advertising studies.. Getting my life together and in focus while still pursuing my interests and inspiration.
So from now on I’ll try to do less of reblogging.. More of my own stuff like finding creative briefs and working on them.. I’m going to write about music, film, fashion and my life.. What is happening with and around me.. This might get very personal, cynical, quite a few of my pieces could be very much about things and events I feel the need to gush about..
But the audience I have will just have to deal with it :)